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If you wish to borrow a tape or CD, please speak to our librarian, Bob Adler.

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Dharma Talks by Sensei Janet Jiryu Abels
& Sensei Gregory Hosho Abels

Date
Title
 CD #
5/29/07 "Nature and Second Nature"
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
 CD 89
5/15/07 "Non-Intellectual Amazement"
A talk by Gregory Hosho Abels, Sensei 		CD 87
5/12/07 "What Are YOU Missing In Life?"
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
 CD 89
5/8/07 "One Mind:What Interferes?"
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
 CD 88
5/1/07 "Who Am I To Be Enlightened?"
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
 CD 88
4/24/07 "It Can't Be That SImple, Can It?"
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
 CD 88
4/17/07 "Acting and Zazen:Learning From Each Other Part 1"
A talk by Gregory Hosho Abels, Sensei 		CD 87
4/14/07
Talks given during weekend
sesshin in the city at SMZ

"When We Really Want To Resolve Something,
We Always Find A Way To Do It"
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei

"Shakyamuni Kills His Buddha"
A talk by Gregory Hosho Abels, Sensei

 

 

CD 86

 

CD 87
4/3/07 "God Has Always Been A Puzzle"
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
 CD 86
3/20/07 "Ignorance As The Root Of Compassion"
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
 CD 85
3/13/07 "The Form Of Concentration At Still Mind
A talk by Gregory Hosho Abels, Sensei 		CD 84
3/10/07 Greed, Hatred, Ignorance - Root of Suffering, Root Of Awakening
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
 CD 85
3/10/07 Nothing Secret, Nothing Hidden.
A talk by Gregory Hosho Abels, Sensei 		CD 84
3/3/07 But..But..But..But..But...
A talk by Gregory Hosho Abels, Sensei 		CD 84
2/27/07 The Ox Herding Pictures Part 4:-"The Oxherder's Search Concluded - or is it?"
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
 CD 83
2/20/07 The Ox Herding Pictures Part 3: Coming Home
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
 CD 83
2/10/07
Talks Given During Weekend Sesshin
At The Garrison Institute

The Ox Herding Pictures Part 2: Catching The Ox
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei

The Non-Conceptual Truth: Meeting The Challenge
A talk by Gregory Hosho Abels, Sensei



CD 81

 

CD 82
1/9/07 Dilated Dharma Eyes
A talk by Gregory Hosho Abels, Sensei 		CD 82
2/6/07 The Ox Herding Pictures-Introduction: Seeking The Ox
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
 CD 81
1/24/07 A talk by Robert Jinsen Kennedy, Roshi Given at Still Mind Zendo
1/16/07 "Everything Changes" Repeat of Talk Given At Sensei Gregory's Installation by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
 CD 81
1/13/07 On Practice: The Practice Of Non-Attachment
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
 CD 80
1/13/07
The Third Treasure: Sangha
A talk by Gregory Hosho Abels, Sensei
CD 82
1/2/07 Time And Zen
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
 CD 80
12/17/06 A Teisho By Sensei Gregory Hosho Abels On The Occasion Of Dharma Transmission, December 17, 2006 given at Stell Maris Retreat House in Elberon, New Jersey

This is a recording of the entire public ceremony including the chanting of the White Plum lineage by Sensei Janet Jiryu Ables, the Teisho by Sensei Gregory, and concluding with a few words by Roshi Kennedy.		 CD 79
12/9/06
Rohatsu Zazenkai

"The Buddha and the Issue of Control"
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei

The Future Of Still Mind Zendo: Disipline and Sangha
A talk by Dharma Holder Gregory Ables

  

CD 82

 

CD 79
12/5/06 "Does Ango Ever End?" A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
11/28/06 "The Way of Purification"
a talk by Dharma Holder Gregory Abels		 CD 78
11/21/06 "What The Buddha Taught"
A talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei		 CD 77
11/14/06 What Do You Mean By, 'Your Self'?
a talk by Dharma Holder Gregory Abels		 CD 75
11/11/06
Weekend Sesshin Garrison NY 11/11/06

The 8 Fold Noble Path - a talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei

Not Two Realities - a talk by Dharma Holder Gregory Abels
  

CD 77

CD 78
11/7/06 "Karma - What Is It?" CD 76
10/31/06 "The Way of Zen is the Way of Compassion" CD 74
10/24/06 "THINKING" Part One
A Dharma Talk by Dharma Holder Gregory Abels		 CD 75
10/17/06 "Zen Is Life, Zen Is Also Death" CD 74
10/10/06 "Ango : Awakening From Our Dreams" CD 73
10/3/06 What Is Zen: The Big Picture CD 73
9/19/06 Zen Is Training
A Dharma Talk by Dharma Holder Gregory Abels		 CD 71
9/9/06 Embrace Change - Don't Fear It CD 72
9/9/06 The Ego "I" in My Zazen
A Dharma Talk by Dharma Holder Gregory Abels		 CD 71
9/5/06 Creating Space in Our Lives
 CD 72
7/18/06 Just Follow The Schedule CD 67
TRTRT

7/16/06
7/15/06
7/14/06

7/13/06
7/12/06
 TALKS GIVEN DURING SUMMER SESSHIN 2006

The Story Of Bodhidharma: Part 4
The Story Of Bodhidharma: Part 3
About Zazen: Non-Striving/Striving a talk by
Dharma Holder Gregory Ables
The Story Of Bodhidharma: Part 2
The Story Of Bodhidharma: Part 1
CD 70
CD 70


CD 69
CD 69
6/27/06 About Practice: Just What Is "Just This"?
A Dharma talk by Dharma Holder Gregory Abels		 CD 68
6/20/06 The Buddha's Life: A New Perspective
Part 9: "What Happened After the Buddha's Death"		 CD 67

CD'S
CD #            TITLE                  DATE          LOCATION

66 Self Image And Ordinary Mind. A Dharma Talk By
   Dharma Holder Gregory Abels........................5/30/06 
66 Zen Eyes Looking Out A Dharma talk by
   Dharma Holder Gregory Abels........................4/11/06
65 The Buddha's Life: A New Perspective
   Part 8: The Death Of The Buddha....................6/6/06
65 The Buddha's Life: A New Perspective
   Part 7 : The Last Years............................5/23/06 T
64 The Buddha's Life: A New Perspective
   Part 6 : The Formation of the Sangha...............5/16/06
64 The Buddha's Life: A New Perspective
   Part 5 : Smashing our Idol.........................5/13/06 s
63 The Buddha's Life: A New Perspective
   Part 4 : The First Teaching........................5/9/06
63 The Buddha's Life: A New Perspective
   Part 3 : Awakening.................................5/2/06
62 The Buddha's Life: A New Perspective
   Part 2: Searching..................................4/18/06
62 The Buudha's Life: A New Perspective
   Part 1: Going Forth................................4/8/06
61 Doubt: Our Great Teacher...........................4/4/06
61 No-Self:We've All Experienced It...................3/28/05
60 The Tao And The Archer.............................3/21/06
60 "Living A Balanced Life" A talk given
   during zazenkai....................................3/11/06
59 What Does It Mean To Confront The Real Issues
   Of Life?" Part 2 ..................................2/28/06 "
59 "What Does It Mean To Confront The Real Issues
   Of Life?"..........................................2/18/06
58 "Frequently Asked Questions Part 1: Goals; Thoughts
   A Dharma talk by    Dharma Holder Gregory Abels....2/11/06
58 "Getting Out Of Our Own Way" A Dharma talk by
   Dharma Holder Gregory Abels........................"3/07/06
57 "The Laziness that is Compulsive Activity" Talk
   given during weekend sesshin in Garrison New York..2/11/06
57 "Basics of Practice: Sangha as a Support for
   Zen Discipline"....................................1/17/06
56 Buddhism And Science: Dancing Partners?
    A Dharma Talk by Dharma Holder Gregory Abels ....1/10/06
56 "Detachment : Basic Tool of Practice" ............1/17/06
55 "Detachment : Basic Tool of Practice" ............1/17/06
55 Back To Zen Basics: Repetition ....................1/3/06
54 "The Enlightened Way is About Being Real".........12/6/05
54 "The Ten Essential Precepts" Part III.............11/29/05
53 "The Ten Essential Precepts" Part II .............11/22/05
53 "The Ten Essential Precepts" Part I ..............11/11/05
52 "Looking at the Fear that Binds Us" ..............11/11/05
52  "The Eightfold Path "Part III ...................11/8/05
52a "The Eightfold Path "Part II......................11/01/05
52a "The Eightfold Path "............................10/25/05
51 "Is Everything Always OK?" Part III : Not Seeing Clearly 1
   A Dharma talk by D.H. Gregory Abels ..............1/11/05
51 "Beyond Cause and Effect : Beyond Ego"
   A Dharma talk by Dharma Holder Gregory Abels .....11/15/05
51 "Buddha the Teacher"
   A Dharma Talk by Dharma Holder Gregory Abels......12/10/05
51 “Zen : Is As Is”
   A Dharma Talk by Dharma Holder Gregory Abels .....12/20/05
50 "The Moral Compass of Zen Practice"...............10/18/05
50 "What Have I Got To Lose?"
    Talk given during zazenkai ......................10/15/05
49 "Is Everything Always OK?" : Part II: A Question of Suffering
   A Dharma talk by D.H. Gregory Abels...............10/15/05
49 "Is Everything Always OK?" The Absolute and .......9/27/05
   Certainty Part I: A dharma talk by Dharma Holder Gregory Abels
48 "What is Ango?"....................................10/4/05
48 "The Heart of Practice" Part.three.................9/13/05
47 "The Heart of Practice" Part.two ..................9/13/05
47 "The Heart of Practice" Part.one.................. 9/6/05

46 "ZEN EYES LOOK AT NATURE" a talk by Gregory Abels,
    Dharma Holder given during July sesshin...........7/20/05
46 "ZEN IS WORK" A dharma talk given by
45 Hui Neng - Part 4 of a talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
   given during July sesshin..........................7/22/05
45 Hui Neng - Part 3 of a talk by Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei
   given during July sesshin..........................7/21/05
    Gregory Abels, Dharma Holder......................7/12/05 .
44 Hui Neng - Part 2 of a talk by Janet Jiryu Abels,
   Sensei    given during July sesshin................7/19/05
44 Hui Neng - Part 1 of a talk by
   Janet Jiryu Abels, Sensei July sesshin.............7/18/05
43 "Zen and Vacation".................................7/5/05
Zen and Vacation" Part two............................7/26/05 "
42 "Great Doubt Is On Our Side" ......................6/28/05
42  On Rilke's "The Swan" Talk given during zazenkai..6/25/05
41 "My wisdom is tightly confined within me and I am unable
    to make use of it." "How can I use it?"...........6/21/05           SMZ
41 "What is Zen?.......................................6/7/05           SMZ
40 "Practicing Compassion"............................5/31/05           SMZ
40 "The Zen Breath"...................................5/24/05           SMZ
39 "Ascending the Hundred Foot Pole...................5/10/05           SMZ
39 "What is Death".....................................5/7/05           SMZ
38 "Kensho - Seeing Into Essential Nature"-------------5/3/05           SMZ
38 "Equanimity and a Major Reason Why We Avoid It"----4/12/05           SMZ
37  Dharma Talk by Sensei Ray Cicetti-----------------4/26/05           SMZ
36 "Cause and Effect/Contingency"---------------------4/05/05           SMZ
36 "Who Was Born on the Buddha's Birthday?"-------- ---4/9/05           sesshin
35 "Not Being Stingy" --Sensei Mujo Baker-------------3/29/04           SMZ
34 “Cemetry KIN-HIN: The Ego Looks at Death”--G.Abels-4/19/05           SMZ
34 "The Brain, The Senses, The Practice:
   So It Goes - Part I Listening"---------G.Abels-----4/9/05            sesshin
33 “Adventures of a Dharma Holder”----G.Abels---------3/15/05           SMZ
32 "How To Practice Perceiving Dharmas"---------------3/22/05           SMZ
32 "What are Dharmas?" Pt.2---------------------------3/19/05           Zazenkai
31 "The Four Great Vows Are A Solemn Promise"---------2/22/05           SMZ
31 "What are Dharmas?"---------------------------------3/8/05           SMZ
30 "Suzuki Roshi's Sleeve: Letting Go The Icon Mind"---3/1/05           SMZ
29 "The Zen Pillar of Great Determination"------------2/19/05           SMZ
29 "Sacrifice and Zen" pt.2 --------------------------2/15/05           SMZ
28 "Sacrifice and Zen"---------------------------------2/1/05           SMZ
(no #) Roshi Kennedy's talk at SMZ --------------------1/2505           SMZ
28 "Being MU"-----------------------------------------1/18/05           SMZ
27 "How Urgent is My Zen Practice?"---zazenkai--------1/15/05           Zazenkai
27 "I will not exist one day"-------------------------1/11/05           SMZ
26 "Zen and the Earthquake Tsunamis------------------01/04/05           SMZ
26 "Enlightenmnet is Nothing"------------------------12/11/04           SMZ
25 "The View From Wu Kong's Mountian"-G.Abels D.H.---12/21/04           SMZ
25 "Wet Bird" Weekend Sesshin---------G.Abels D.H----11/13/04      Weekend Sesshin
24 Chanting of the White Plum Sangha Lineage---------12/07/04           SMZ
24 "The White Plum Sangha Lineage on Rohatsu---------12/07/04           SMZ
24 "The Zen Perspective"-----------------------------11/23/04           SMZ
23 "Impermanence"------------------------------------11/13/04      Weekend Sesshin
23 "Interdependence"---------------------------------11/09/04           SMZ
22 "How to Practice Doubt"---------------------------11/02/04           SMZ
22 "Great Doubt"-------------------------------------10/26/04           SMZ
21 "Do Not Waste Your Time"--------------------------10/23/04           Zazenkai
21 "Zen and the 2004 Presidential Election"----------10/19/04           SMZ
20 "Sittting on Yamada's Mat"--Pt.2 --G Abels, D.H.--10/12/04           SMZ
20 "Nothing is Ever Left Out"--Pt.1 --G Abels, D.H.--10/05/04           SMZ
19 "Fath in the Dharma"------------------------------10/02/04           Zazenkai
19 "Focusing and Zen"--------------------------------09/28/04           SMZ
18 "Faith in Sangha"---------------------------------09/14/04           SMZ
18 "Faith in Self"-----------------------------------09/11/04           Zazenkai
17 "Faith in the Structure of Zen"-------------------09/07/04           SMZ
17 "Wisdom and Discipline"---------------------------07/27/04           SMZ
16 "Why Teaching the History of Zen is Important"----07/20/04           SMZ
16 "Emptiness of all the 5 Conditions" Part II-------07/06/04           SMZ
15 "Emptiness of all the 5 Conditions"---------------06/26/04           Zazenkai
15 "Helpless"----------------------------------------06/15/04           SMZ
"Manifest in everything": Master Fayan Pt IV---June 6th -12th 04      week sesshin
"Manifest in everything": Master Fayan Pt III--June 6th -12th 04      week sesshin
"Manifest in everything": Master Fayan Pt II-- June 6th -12th 04      week sesshin
"Manifest in everything": Master Fayan Pt I----June 6th -12th 04      week sesshin
14 "Change"------------------------------------------06/01/04           Zazenkai
14 "Question: Are you enlightened?"------------------05/08/04           SMZ
13 "The Sanctuary is Built"--------------------------05/04/04           SMZ
13 "The Four Noble Truths -Part 7"-------------------04/27/04           SMZ
12 "The Four Noble Truths -Part 6"-------------------04/20/04           SMZ
12 "The Four Noble Truths -Part 5"-------------------04/13/04           SMZ
11 "Birth is a Process"------------------------------04/03/04           Zazenkai
11 "The Four Noble Truths –Part 4--------------------03/23/04           SMZ
10 "The Four Noble Truths -Part 3--------------------03/16/04           SMZ
10 "Expectations/No Expectations"--------------------03/13/04           Zazenkai
 9 "The Four Noble Truths -Part 2--------------------03/09/04           SMZ
 9 "The Four Noble Truths -Part 1--------------------03/02/04           SMZ
 8 "What is Real"------------------------------------02/24/04           SMZ
 8 ""Beginningless Ignorance" -----------------------02/21/04           Sesshin   
 7 "Love the Pitcher Less and the Water More---------02/01/04           Zazenkai
 7 "Sangha Treasure - the Greatest Challeng ---------01/20/04           SMZ
 6 "Developing the Glimpse of the Lost Paradise"-----01/13/04           SMZ
 6 "Adam & Eve and the Tree of Knowledge"------------01/10/04           Zazenkai
 5 Why Do We Meditate?-------------------------------01/06/04           SMZ
 5 Not Being Satisfied-The Buddha's Enlightenment----12/09/03           SMZ
 4 After the Enlightenment of the Buddha-------------12/06/03           Zazenkai 
 4 Sandokai(Identity of Relative/Absolute)Part VI----11/25/03           SMZ
 3 Sandokai(Identity of Relative/Absolute)Part V-----11/18/03           SMZ
 3 "Who is Master? Who is Others? Koan 12-Mumonkan---11/15/03           Sesshin
 2 Sandokai(Identity of Relative/Absolute)Part IV----11/11/03           SMZ
 2 "Mountains Are Mountains" ------------------------10/26/03           Zazenkai
 1 Sandokai(Identity of Relative/Absolute)Part III---10/21/03           SMZ
 1 Sandokai(Identity of Relative/Absolute)Part II----10/14/03           SMZ
 1 Sandokai(Identity of Relative/Absolute)Part I ----10/7/03            SMZ

 


Cassettes
TAPE #            TITLE                       DATE       LOCATION

119 Separation/Unity Koan 35 Mumonkan------------------9/4/O3         zazenkai
119 Eternity-------------------------------------------9/30/O3         SMZ
117 What is Zen Mind?.. Open House talk----------------9/23/03         SMZ
117 Zen Practice: Yielding-----------------------------9/13/03         Zazenkai
116 Zen and Work Pt.II---------------------------------9/9/03          SMZ
116 ZenandWorkPt.I-------------------------------------9/2/03          SMZ
115 Week Sesshin-Basho Pt.3 and 4----------------------June/July/03 
114 Week Sesshin - Basho Pt. 1 and 2-------------------June/July/03
113 Space----------------------------------------------7/29/03         SMZ
112 The Basho Traveler---------------------------------7/22/03         SMZ
112 Vacations, Heat, Just This-------------------------7/8/03          SMZ
111 Exploration of the Great Matter Of Death Pt3-------7/01/03         SMZ
111 Teachings on Non-Duality---------------------------6/22/03         Zazenkai
110 The Steps of Exploration Pt II---------------------6/24/03         SMZ
110 Exploration of the Great Matter Pt I---------------6/17/03         SMZ
109 The Three Jewels-----------------------------------6/10/03         SMZ
109 Response/ability: Responsibility-------------------5/27/03         SMZ
108 Zen and Teacups------------------------------------5/13/03         SMZ
107 Do Not Look Back - Orpheus and Eurydice------------5/l0/O3         Zazenkai
106 The Need for Strategy in Zen Practice--------------4/29/03         SMZ
106 Everything is Zen Koan 36 Book of Serenity --------4/22/03         SMZ
105 Suffering. . . Buddha's Birthday-------------------4/12/O3         Zazenkai
104 Why Celebrate Buddha's Birthday?-------------------4/8/03          SMZ
104 Oxherding Pictures Pt. IX (Conclusion)-------------4/1/03          SMZ
103 Truth is NotSomething Else-Oxherding Picture3------3/16/03         Zazenkai
103 Living in an Uncertain World-----------------------2/22/03         sesshin
102 War and Peace Oxherding Pt. VIII (Picture 9)-------3/25/03         SMZ
102 Oxherding Pictures Pt. VII (Picture 7 & 8)---------3/11/03         SMZ
101 Oxherding Pictures Pt.VI (Taming the Ox)-----------3/4/03          SMZ
101 Oxherding Pictures Pt.V (Catching the Ox)----------2/25/03         SMZ
100 Oxherding Pictures Pt.IV (First Sight)-------------2/18/03         SMZ
100 Oxherding Pictures Pt. III ( Tracks)---------------2/4/03          SMZ
99 Oxherding Pictures Pt. II (Picture 1-Attachments)---2/2/03          Zazenkai
99 Oxherding Pictures Pt. I (Intro/Picture 1 Search)---1/28/03         SMZ
98  Alone-ness-----------------------------------------1/21/03         SMZ
98 No preferences/Preferences Pt2-"The Hours" film-----1/7/03          SMZ
97 Pt. II .. . Koan 26 Mumonkan "Two Monks/Blind"------1/11/03         Zazenkai
97 No preferences/Preferences Pt. I--------------------1/7/03          SMZ
96 Zen Practice and the Holidays-----------------------12/10/02        SMZ
96 "The Earth is My Witness"---------------------------12/8/02         Rohatsu
94 Dharma Talk on MU-----------------------------------11/26/02        SMZ
94 Maintaining Practice--------------------------------11/19/02        SMZ
93 The Practice of Enlightenment-----------------------11/16/02        sesshin
93 "All Dharmas Are Forms of Emptiness"----------------1/12/02         SMZ
92 "The path continues endlessly"----------------------11/5/02         SMZ
92 Uncertainty Pt.II Koan 16 Mumonkan------------------10/26/02        Zazenkai
90 Uncertainty Pt. I-----------------------------------10/22/02        SMZ
90 "Nothing But The Field" Koan 8 Mumonkan-------------10/8/02         SMZ
89 Perfection/Imperfection Koan 42 Mumonkan------------10/6/02         Zazenkai
89 "We see in a dream" Koan 91 Book of Serenity--------9/14/02         Zazenkai
88 Detachment Pt. III----------------------------------10/1/02         SMZ
88 Detachment Pt. II-----------------------------------9/24/02         SMZ
87 Detachment Pt. I------------------------------------9/3/02          SMZ
87 Not Knowing the Results-----------------------------7/30/02         SMZ
86 Master Joshu's Recorded Sayings Pt. IV--------------6/7/02          week sesshin
86 Master Joshu's Recorded Sayings Pt. III-------------6/6/02          week sesshin
85 Master Joshu's Recorded Sayings Pt. II--------------6/4/02          week sesshin
85 Master Joshu's Recorded Sayings Pt. I---------------6/3/02          week sesshin
84 "I am adrift and drowning"--------------------------7/23/02         SMZ
84 The Big Picture-------------------------------------7/9/02          SMZ
83 Summer Practice-------------------------------------6/25/02         SMZ
83 Confidence Pt.II :Koan 31 Blue Cliff----------------6/22/02         Zazenkai
82 Confidence Pt. I------------------------------------6/18/02         SMZ
82 The Heart Sutra Pt. III-----------------------------6/11/02         SMZ
81 The Heart Sutra Pt II-------------------------------5/28/02         SMZ
81 The Heart Sutra Pt.I--------------------------------5/21/02         SMZ
80 Longing Pt. II Koan 34 Blue Cliff Record------------5/14/02         SMZ
80 Longing Pt. I Basho poem----------------------------5/11/02         Zazenkai
79 Sangha Meeting--------------------------------------4/30/02         SMZ
78 Everybody Has Their Own Light-----------------------4/23/02         SMZ
78 Looking Outward, Not Just Inwards-------------------4/16/02         SMZ
77 Stepping Forward: Koan 79 Book of Serenity----------4/14/02         Zazenkai
77 The Axial Age---------------------------------------4/9/02          SMZ
76 The Death of Jesus: Letting Go----------------------4/2/02          SMZ
76 Anxiety---------------------------------------------3/26/02         SMZ
75 Sangha as Essential Zen Practice--------------------3/12/02         SMZ
75 It's Right Ahead. Is It'? Chpt. 30 of Denkoroku-----3/9/02          Zazenkai
74 Just Sit-No Justifications:Koan77 Blue Cliff Rcd----3/5/03          SMZ
74 No Meaning/Meaning: "Waiting for Godot"-------------2/23/02         Sesshin
73 Posture as Doorway to a Still Mind:Posture Pt.2-----2/26/02         SMZ
73 Posture is Choice: Posture Pt. 1--------------------2 19/02         SMZ
72 Expectations - Koan 67 Blue Cliff Record------------2/5/02          SMZ
72 Master Kingyu Dances- Koan 74 Blue Cliff Record-----2/1/02          Zazenkai
71 The Shadow and Zen Practice Pt IV Shadow------------1/29/02         SMZ
71 Looking at Our Shadow Pt. III Shadow----------------1/22/02         SMZ
70 Zen and War Pt. II Shadow---------------------------1/15/02         SMZ
70 What Is It;Where Is It-Koan 53 Blue Cliff Record----1/12/02         Zazenkai
69 Thought Are Not Our Enemies: Pt I Shadow------------1/8/02          SMZ
69 Enlightenment---------------------------------------12/8/01         Rohatsu
68 Zen Ethics Pt. II-----------------------------------12/4/01         SMZ
68 Zen Ethics Pt. I------------------------------------11/27/01        SMZ
67 Stepping Stones of Zen Practice---------------------11/17/01        Sesshin
67 Non-violence----------------------------------------1l1/13/01       Zazenkai
66 Pt. II - Koan 43 Blue Cliff Record------------------10/28/01        Zazenkai
66 Signals of a New Stage of Practice Pt.I-------------10/23/01        SMZ
65 Guilt-----------------------------------------------10/16/01        SMZ
65 Things Are Not the Same-----------------------------10/9/0l         SMZ
64 Not Two---------------------------------------------10/2/01         SMZ
64 Making An Impression--------------------------------9/22/01         Zazenkai
63 September 11,2001-----------------------------------9/18/01         SMZ
63 Does Zen Work?--------------------------------------9/4/01          SMZ
61-62: Repeat of above talks at 2nd sesshin------------7/16-7 20/0l    Sesshin
60 Week Sesshin: Tokusan: No Traces--------------------6/8/01          Sesshin
60 Week Sesshinn; Tokusan : Post- Enlightenment -------6/7/0l          Sesshin
59 Week Sesshin: Tokusan Enlightenment-----------------6/5/01          Sesshin
59 Week Sesshin: Tokusan: Pre-Enlightenment------------6/4/01          Sesshin
58 Teachings of the Week Sesshin-----------------------7/24/01         SMZ
58 Summer Practice-------------------------------------7/10/01         SMZ
57 Zen and Memory/ Zen and Absorption------------------6/26/01         SMZ
57 Life and Death Are of Supreme Importance------------6/23/01         Zazenkai
56 Right/Wrong Discipline------------------------------6/19/01         SMZ
56 Just One Thing--------------------------------------6/12/01         SMZ
54 Practice: Zazen and Repetition----------------------5/22/01         SMZ
54 Practice: Preparation for Sitting-------------------5/15/01         SMZ
53 Lotus Blossom Lotus Leaves--------------------------5/12/01         zazenkai
53 The Four Vows: Pt. III------------------------------5/8/01          SMZ
52 The Four Vows: Pt.II--------------------------------5/1/01          SMZ
52 The Four Vows: Non-duality Pt. I--------------------4/24/01         SMZ
51 All Of One Piece: Koan 17 Blue Cliff Record---------4/22/01         zazenkai
51 Is Zen Meditation Prayer? --------------------------4/17/01         SMZ
50 Form: Gatha of Repentance---------------------------4/3/01          SMZ
50 What Is Emptiness Pt. II----------------------------3/27/01         SMZ
49 What Is Emptiness Pt. I-----------------------------3/20/01         SMZ
49 Practice: Demolishing the Old House-----------------3/17/01         zazenkai
48 Practicum on How To Be With Feelings----------------3/13/01         SMZ
48 Koan 7 Blue Cliff Record: Being Who You Are---------3/6/01          SMZ
47 There Is No Tomorrow: Koan 6 Blue Cliff-------------2/24/01         sesshin Garrison
47 Back To Basics: Being With Fear---------------------2/27/01         SMZ
46 Back To Basics: Being With Unwanted Feelings--------2/20/01         SMZ
46 Back To Basics: Letting Go in the Body--------------2/13/01         SMZ
45 The_Realization of Huineng PtIV Mumonkan Koan 29----1/30/01         SMZ
45 The Realization of Huineng Pt3 Mumonkan Koan 23-----1/23/01         SMZ
44 Detachment: Foundation of Practice------------------2/18/01         zazenkai
44 Feeling Overwhelmed---------------------------------1/13/01         zazenkai
43 The Realization of Huineng Pt. l and II-------------1/9 1/16/01     SMZ
42 Two Talks at SMZ's Installation Festivities---------12/19/00        SMZ
41 Dharma Talk at Sensei's Installation----------------12/17/00        sesshin Elberon
40 Leaving Home----------------------------------------12/10/00        zenkai
40 Rohatsu (Enlightenment of the Buddha) Talk----------12/8/00         SMZ
38 Bodhidharma's Sense of Zazen------------------------11/21/00        SMZ
38 Same/Different Part II------------------------------11/14/00        SMZ
37 Same/Different Part l-------------------------------11/7/00         SMZ
37 Facing Life/Death Part II---------------------------11/4/00         SMZ zazenkai
36 Facing Life/Death Part l----------------------------10/31/00        SMZ
36 Bringing Zen Into Daily Life Pt. III----------------10/24/00        SMZ
35 Bringing Zen Into Daily Life Pt. l & II-------------10/3 10/17/00   SMZ
34 Empty : Koan 82 Book of Serenity -------------------10/1/00         zazenkai
34 Alone------------------------------------------------9/9/00         zazenkai
33 Right Practice: Zazen-------------------------------9/5/00          SMZ
33 Right Practice: Kin-Hin Samu (G.Abels.M.Healy)------9/26/00         SMZ
32 Koan 78 Book of Serenity:Plain as Rice Cake---------7/25/00         SMZ
32 Midsummer Rest -------------------------------------7/18/00         SMZ
31 Independence;Dependence:Inter-dependence I&II-------7/4//00         SMZ
30 Mind------------------------------------------------6/27/00         SMZ
30 Receiving: To Re-ceive -----------------------------6 20/00         SMZ
29 No Self/Self/Soto/Rinzai Pt- II---------------------6/10/00         week sesshin
28 No Self/Self Soto/Rinzai Pt. IT---------------------6/9/00          week sesshin
28 No Self/Self Soto/Rinzai Pt.I-----------------------6/6/00          week sesshin
27 Trusting the Structure of Zen-----------------------6/13/00         SMZ
27 Koan 2 Book of Serenity: Nothing Holy---------------5/30/00         SMZ
26 Pre-thought Pre-Feeling-----------------------------5/23/00         SMZ
26 Moving : The Constant Principle---------------------5/21/00         zazenkai
25 How To Work on a Koan Part- III---------------------5/16/00         SMZ
25 How To Work on a Koan Part II-----------------------5/9/00          SMZ
24 How To Work on a Koan: Koan 44 Mumonkan Pt.I--------5/2/00          SMZ
24 Limitations-----------------------------------------4/25/00         SMZ
23 Envy------------------------------------------------3/21/00         SMZ
23 What is Sangha : Same Different---------------------3/14/00         SMZ
21 Resistance------------------------------------------4/11/00         SMZ
21 What Is Death What Is Life--------------------------4/4/00          SMZ
20 Anger-----------------------------------------------3/28/00         SMZ
20 Whose Vessel Is This?-------------------------------3/26/00         zazenkai
19 Letting Go Our Zen Tools----------------------------2/26/00         sesshin Garrison
18 Self/No Self: Birth/Death---------------------------3/7/00          SMZ
18 Learning To Be Satisfied----------------------------2/29/00         SMZ
17 The Four Vows---------------------------------------2/22/00         SMZ
17 Chanting as Zen Practice----------------------------2/8/00          SMZ
16 The Three Treasures---------------------------------2/1/00          SMZ
16 Absolute and Relative-------------------------------1/23/00         SMZ
15 The Three Pillars of Zen: Pt.I and II---------------1/4 & 1/11/02   SMZ
13 Does No Results Mean No Goals?----------------------11/9/99         SMZ
13 The Four Noble Truths: Letting Go Results-----------10/26/99        SMZ
12 What Is Right Compassion? --------------------------10/I9/99        SMZ
12 Right/Wrong : How do I respond if all "just is"-----1O/12/99        SMZ
9 Meditation Without Purpose---------------------------9/29/99         SMZ
9 The Remembrance Book:HoIding Intentions -------------9/21/99         SMZ
8 Living in the Moment---------------------------------9/19/99         zazenkai
8 Looking Clearly Into Things:6th Patriarch------------11/14/99        zazenkai
7 Encouragement Talk on Practice-----------------------9/14/99         sangha meeting
7 Practice: Showing Up and Staying There---------------11/16/99        SMZ
6 Insight: What It Is and Is Not ----------------------7/20/99         SMZ
6 How Do. I Sit When Overwhelmed by Feelings-----------12/7/99         SMZ
5 The Koan of the Cross--------------------------------7/12/99         sesshin Manhasset
4 Mind and Environment---------------------------------6/29/99         SMZ
4 Zen Practice and Vacation----------------------------7/6/99          SMZ
3 Learning How To Prune--------------------------------6/19/99         Sesshin Manhasset
3 Time: A Construct of the Mind------------------------6/19/99         Sesshin Manhasset
2 What is Enlightenment?-------------------------------6/18/98         Sesshin Manhasset